I cannot be relied on to be a good judge. At least when it comes to character ( Read more... )

Linisan niyo ako
Lisanin na rin sana ang utak ko.

the hips have expanded
the bones have stretched
the hair has shortened, lengthened, curled and frayed...
the stomach has ballooned

but have i really grown?

Wisen up
Toughen up
Things you assume
come with the package

but do not.

You keep falling
It keeps repeating
But never do you seem
to
callous up.

so i'm not good enough? meh. old news.

i'm getting tired of my own demons, stupidities, and angsts.

gah.

kung libro ako, tinapon ko na sarili ko.

if an alcoholic admits alcoholism is he still an alcoholic ( Read more... )

it's moving far too slowly.

i'm carrying bags as heavy as the eyes they surround feel.
but still my lids won't stay shut.

nauna pa tayong matapos sa project runway.